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Has been a while since last post.

My mood has been very good the last week. I think this is due to the fact that the weather is on the improve and that I feel stable in my life. Marriage is a give-take scenario. As long as it is all not 'take' it can only get better. Some days Ang does more and others I do. I have the monopoly on dishes / washing duties. I see those 2 chores as therapy (as sad as that sounds). I can really lose myself in the repetitiveness and go elsewhere upstairs. I don't know what it is about simple "put the square block in the square hole" jobs/tasks that I love. Maybe it's because I can forget about my worries/stressors/life and get some "Ben" time. By that I mean no distractions, no outside input. Looking after the kids by myself is sorta like that. I am in charge (to a major degree). I do like to be in charge but I also love to follow another persons lead at times. Gets back to the whole "give/take" situation.

Currently I'd rate our marriage as a 6.5/10 on the grand scale of things. Pretty good, could be worse and some room for improvement. The kids are the major stumbling block. Jess is a terror at times and Ava is just going into that whole being able to express herself vocally - so we will have to watch out. The terrible two's is an amazing stage of life and it has been a pleasure/nightmare to experience it all.

We are now 26.2 weeks pregnant. Still haven't pencilled in a name for gods sake. I like either Siobhan or Cora. Ang I think is trying to get me to decide. Eh..

I really love my anniversary present. We are out there each night smacking balls around playing 8 ball or Kellys Pool. Have had a few games of 9 ball and Snooker with Jai but he didn't like either.

We have painted both Sarah and Jessica's rooms. Purple and pink. Was fun doing it. Ang did the majority. Part of her pregnancy nesting response.

Royksopp ft. Robyn

Heard this on JJJ the other week.

Guess it means I'm into techno/synth/pop depressive music.

Emo anyone ??

Mood Graph (400+ days)